Adventures With Purpose®

If I can't find the financing to get into an adult foster care home by July 4th 2023, which is days from now, then I'll end my life by stepping off the Union Street Railroad Bridge into the Willamette River below. I can't swim and I'm too weak to get to the surface. That's the only way I'll be able to end my suffering and pain.

I'll notify Jared Leisek and Doug Bishop at Adventures With Purpose® right before I go in the water, AWP is in Bend Oregon, only 130 miles from Salem. They're a volunteer search and recovery dive team, they recover bodies from the water and they help bring closure to the families with missing loved ones. I've done a lot of research on the owner Jared Leisek, I like his principals on life and family and even though we may not ever meet I'd like to thank him and Doug for the part they may end up playing in my story. The team recently acquired The AquaEye™ which is a handheld sonar device used to assist in finding missing persons in the water, that aren't in a vehicle and that's good because I didn't want to have to buy a vehicle.

Below I've embeded a few of their videos from YouTube® so you can see exactly what they do. I encourage you to visit their website, their YouTube® channel, and their Facebook® / Meta® page. I picked these guys for a couple of reasons, their mission is to bring peace to the families with lost loved ones, they aren't doing it for money or fame, they do it because they're great people and it's the right thing to do. They operate strictly on donations from individuals, business sponsorships, along with ad monetization from YouTube® and Facebook®. They also have a section on their site where they sell merchandise and your purchase helps make their trips possible when they travel the country bringing loved ones home to their families.

Here Are A Few Samples & There Are More On YouTube®


I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

Please make a small monthly contribution that will help me get a small room in an adult foster care home where I can get diabetic meals, dementia care, medication management, transportation to medical appointments, and help with daily personal care. I just want to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

Please pray with me. My mental and physical problems have reached the point of excess. I need your help. I can't do it alone. I've been considering suicide rather than continuing down the path of mental illness, poor health, and hopelessness. Please pray with me

If you can't afford to make a small monthly contribution, could you possibly help with a personal care item or some medical supplies off my Amazon® shopping list, then I could put aside more money myself.

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