My Financial Health

In 1999 I was a long-haul trucker and I got hurt on the job, I couldn't drive anymore so I had to come up with another way to support myself. I received worker's comp benefits for a few years and I settled with the company for $8000 and after that the worker's comp payments stopped coming and I started creating software for people that had things they wanted to sell online. I did well and I had to take on a partner to handle the marketing and the support. When I started having seizures in 2018 the sales declined, the brain damage from the seizures made it so I wasn't unable to come up with anything new, all I could do was lower the prices and keep selling the same old stuff with very few upgrades and improvements.

In 2019 I unfortunately lost my business partner. From that time on I tried to keep the business afloat, but I'm not good at writing sales letters or handling customer support. Then with Covid and the increase in the cost of living around the time of the Russian/Ukrainian war, the sales slowed to almost nothing.

I started applying for new credit cards around the end of 2021 and took every card that I got approved for as long as it doesn't require an annual fee. I've been living off my credit cards a lot but that's nearing it's end because my cards are quickly becoming maxed out. I'm not going to be able to do this much longer.

The site I sell my software from is still here, I love creating things, I still have a few people that pay a monthly fee to use my services and every once in a while I gets a new customer, but for the most part it's just a hobby now-a-days. Because of my situation I can't make money anymore and I'm penniless.

I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

Please make a small monthly contribution that will help me get a small room in an adult foster care home where I can get diabetic meals, dementia care, medication management, transportation to medical appointments, and help with daily personal care. I just want to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

Please pray with me. My mental and physical problems have reached the point of excess. I need your help. I can't do it alone. I've been considering suicide rather than continuing down the path of mental illness, poor health, and hopelessness. Please pray with me

If you can't afford to make a small monthly contribution, could you possibly help with a personal care item or some medical supplies off my Amazon® shopping list, then I could put aside more money myself.

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