My Financial Records & Explanations

I started applying for new credit cards around the end of 2021 and I take every card that I can get approved for as long as it doesn't require an annual fee. I've been living off credit cards a lot but that's nearing it's end because my cards are quickly becoming maxed out. I'm not going to be able to keep my head above water much longer. I have nothing to hide. I wants you to be able to see exactly what's going on, so I'm going to explain some of the charges below so you'll understand what different charges are for.

Most of the time when you see a transaction in my Chase Checking account from a company named "Stripe" it's a deposit from my business credit card processor. That's money I gets from my online sales. Sometimes "Stripe" comes in a takes money out of my checking account to cover fees, refunds, and chargebacks.

Explanation Of Some Charges

Business Related Expenses:

  • European Safelist - email marketing
  • Name Cheap - domain names
  • Comcast - internet
  • Mocha Host - server space
  • Monthly Bills Related Expenses:
  • Merrick Bank - credit card
  • Avant - credit card
  • Mission Lane - credit card
  • Selco Credit Union - RV loan payment
  • Progressive Insurance - RV insurance
  • Chase - credit card
  • Household Related Expenses:
  • Amazon - household supplies
  • Cricket Wireless - cell phone
  • Mattress World - mattress & frame
  • Fred Meyer - gas for family
  • Circle K - gas for family
  • Wal-Mart - household supplies
  • Salem Electric - power bill
  • Food Related Expenses:
  • Instacart - grocery delivery
  • Roth's - grocery store
  • McDonald's - food
  • Taco Bell - food
  • Burger King - food
  • Victorico's - food
  • Fred Meyer - grocery store
  • Popeye's - food
  • Carl's Jr. - food
  • Investment Accounts:
  • Coinbase - cryptocurrency
  • Charles Schwabb - penny stocks
  • Chase Bank - Checking Account

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    Chase Bank - Credit Card

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    Merrick Bank - Credit Card

    Apr. 2022 Mar. 2022 Feb. 2022 Jan. 2022

    Mission Lane - Credit Card

    Apr. 2022

    Avant - Credit Card

    Apr. 2022

    I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

    Please make a small monthly contribution that will help me get a small room in an adult foster care home where I can get diabetic meals, dementia care, medication management, transportation to medical appointments, and help with daily personal care. I just want to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

    Please pray with me. My mental and physical problems have reached the point of excess. I need your help. I can't do it alone. I've been considering suicide rather than continuing down the path of mental illness, poor health, and hopelessness. Please pray with me

    If you can't afford to make a small monthly contribution, could you possibly help with a personal care item or some medical supplies off my Amazon® shopping list, then I could put aside more money myself.

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