My Personal Goals

My life has become unmanagable and I need to get into an adult foster care home, which is a small residential care facility that satisfies the service requirements of adults with special needs who are unable to live on their own.

My health has declined so much over the past decade that I've been told many times, by doctors and family, that I'm not fit to live alone and care for himself properly, I sadly agrees with them. I just wants to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

Here is a letter written by Dr. Gillespie, my primary care provider, making a recommendation for me to get into an adult foster care home, the link will open in a new tab.

I set my first goal on June 1st, 2022. I want to be 30 pounds lighter and be able to get up when I fall. I want to be in an adult foster care home, where I can get healthy diabetic meals, wound care, medication management, help with basic daily personal care, and transportation for medical and other errands. I plan to achieve this goal by July 4th 2023. There are days remaining. When I achieve my goal I'll set a new goal and reset the countdown to a more than reasonable amount of time to achieve that goal.

But if I fail I'll end my life by stepping off the Union Street Railroad Bridge into the Willamette River below. I can't swim and I'm too overweight and weak to get to the surface. That's the only way I'll end my suffering and pain. I plan on notifying Jared Leisek at Adventures With Purpose before I go in the water, they're in Bend Oregon, 130 miles away. They're a search and recovery dive team, they recover bodies from the water and they bring closure to the families with missing loved ones. Please click here for more information. They operate strictly on donations from individuals, business sponsorships, along with ad monetization from YouTube and Facebook.

I've watched all their videos and read a lot about the owner Jared Leisek, I like his principals on life and family and even though we won't meet in my lifetime I'd like to thank him and Doug Bishop for the part they unknowingly may end up playing in my adventure. The team recently acquired The AquaEye™ which is an advanced handheld sonar device used to assist in finding missing persons in the water.

I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

Please make a small monthly contribution that will help me get a small room in an adult foster care home where I can get diabetic meals, dementia care, medication management, transportation to medical appointments, and help with daily personal care. I just want to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

Please pray with me. My mental and physical problems have reached the point of excess. I need your help. I can't do it alone. I've been considering suicide rather than continuing down the path of mental illness, poor health, and hopelessness. Please pray with me

If you can't afford to make a small monthly contribution, could you possibly help with a personal care item or some medical supplies off my Amazon® shopping list, then I could put aside more money myself.

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