My Occupational Health

In my lifetime I've done a lot of different things. I worked in the fast food industry like most kids and that led me to the galley of an Alaskan fishing boat. I was in healthcare, I worked with developmentally disabled individuals that need a little help to get through their day and from there I moved into home healthcare and I took care of elderly people that also needed a little help with different things so they could make it through the day.

Back in the 90's I was a long-haul trucker, I drove coast to coast delivering goods for people around the US, it was a lot of fun, but in 1999 I was careless and fell off a dock and got hurt really bad. I couldn't drive professionally anymore so I had to come up with another way to support myself.

In 2001 I started creating marketing tools for people that had things they wanted to sell online. I did well and had to take on a partner to handle the marketing and the support, I'm not very good at speaking to people. When I started having seizures in 2018 our sales declined, the brain damage from the seizures made it so I was unable to come up with anything new, all we could do was lower the prices and keep selling the same old stuff with very few upgrades and improvements. In 2019 I unfortunately lost my business partner. From that time on I tried to keep the business afloat, but I'm not good at writing sales letters or handling support for that matter. Then with Covid-19 and the massive increase in the cost of living around the time of the The Russia-Ukraine war, the sales slowed to almost nothing.

I still make marketing tools. I build the tools and then charges a fair price, based on their quality. Most of my memberships sell for around $5 per month, remember, I was a trucker not a programmer. I have minimal training on building software and yet what I build is simple for the novice user and still filled with up-to-date technology that makes it incredibly powerful. My customers are people that work from home or own a small business on a budget. Some of them are retired people trying to sell a product or service to suppliment their fixed income. A lot of my customers are affiliate marketers and they sell whatever's hot and makes the most money. Nonetheless, they don't have a big budget so we work well together.

My business site, where I sell my software from is still online and I loves creating things, I still has a few people that pay a monthly fee to use my services and every once in a while I get a new customer, but for the most part it's just a hobby now-a-days. I used to be self-employed but now it's more like I'm self-unemployed.

I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

Please make a small monthly contribution that will help me get a small room in an adult foster care home where I can get diabetic meals, dementia care, medication management, transportation to medical appointments, and help with daily personal care. I just want to be happy, healthy, and as independent as possible.

Please pray with me. My mental and physical problems have reached the point of excess. I need your help. I can't do it alone. I've been considering suicide rather than continuing down the path of mental illness, poor health, and hopelessness. Please pray with me

If you can't afford to make a small monthly contribution, could you possibly help with a personal care item or some medical supplies off my Amazon® shopping list, then I could put aside more money myself.

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